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" The Edge of Memories "

Gazing past the edge of the earth
I see everything I want to see
A days time has so much worth
But it passes by so quickly...
Memories flaunt before me
Running through... playing with my mind
They flash so quickly
That I seem to be left half blind...
The sun sets once again
Another day has gone
More dreams to dream within
And another day to go on...
The faster the days go by
The better it is for me
Each time the sun sets across the sky
I am closer to the day when you I will see...
Laughter is now but a shadow
Coming and going as if it only lives to tease
Evertime the wind will blow
My laughter seems to leave...
I see your face dancing through my mind
Making me remember everything about you
Now I search for the words that i just can't find
Believing that someday my dreams will come true...
My mind wanders to the otherside of the earth
Waiting for you to come back ... some day
Praying for all that it is worth
That you will find your way...
from the star
That will direct you the way you need to go
Keeping an eye on wherever you are
So when someday comes... I will know....
I keep waiting so patiently for you
Constantly gazing past the edge of faith
Believing , to me , what is true
And what will not turn me away...
I'll be waiting for you at the edge of my dream
When my heart will be set free
When my eyes will dry its stream
And finally the stars will lead you to me..
Waiting for you at the edge of another day
As another day passes over the earth
Continually kneeling to pray
Begging God for whatever it is worth...
Shadows dance around me
Memories cover my mind like a cloud
Memories flash so quickly
As if they are not allowed...
I'll be standing at the edge of our love
Living on that one sweet memory
Begging the stars above
To send you back to me....
The shadow of another day
Has past again over the edge of the earth
Another memory here to play
Playing over and over as much as it is worth....
The wind blows again
Sending forth love.... I do believe
I'll be standing at the edge of the end
Waiting... and believing that you I will recieve...
Shadows of memories
May play ,yet, once again
Bringing forth treasuries...
As i wait for you at the edge of The End.

by:jen

Hypocrite
So I fell in love with you
unfortunately I wish that was not so
I told you how I feel
because I needed you to know.
So you seemed to be ok with it
and also apologized
You say you hate to see hearts broken
but I believe that you are just all lies.
You are such a hypocrite
I wish I could say it to your face
but I could never do it
to try, would be a waste.
I say you're a hypocrite because of this
you know how I feel about you
and you say you hate to see broken hearts
when you're breaking my heart into two.
You all of sudden stopped saying hi to me
you must know I'm scared to say it to you
you have to keep in mind...
who's in love with who.
You said hi to me today, as if this was my fault
as if I'm the one who stopped talking
when you're the one who must have seen my fears
but you just kept on walking.
A thousand times before
and again tonight,
you tell me I can have you,
that was just not right.
You provoked me to tell you that I want you
so that you tell me that I can.
You then call me a tease
thinking you're the real man.
But when I say to you
"you're the one who doesn't want me"
you tell me you're gonna go
to end the conversation quickly.
You're the tease now
so again I call you a hypocrite
those two words describe you
they just perfectly fit.
I know you meant it before
but why'd you say it again?
you used to mean what you said...
you stopped...
but when?
You used to say "sweet dreams"
or something like "goodnight"
but now those sweet words
are never near my sight.
You used to walk with me to class,
in fact you used to make me.
Now you don't even care.
You walk by yourself
as if your name I scream, you cannot hear
as if I'm not watching you walk there.
I love you so much
and I hope we can go back to the way it used to be
because I'm IN LOVE with you
but how much, I wish you could see.
I know for some reason
that you didn't change towards me because of the way I feel
but I know that either way it hurts
and us to be like we used to be
is all that I could ever need to heal.

written by:lissa930a3@aol.com

He Lived the Life No One Wanted.

I have a 911 page I have to go, Im sorry babe I have to go a sentence that came out of his mouth more then anything in the world.You might think he works in a medical field.That would be nice but no he lives his life way more dangerously.How would I know?? I used to date him.My life went out to him as a friend and as a girlfriend.His special needs were my desire.I loved him with my heart.I knew he had problems,but how could I help? How could I make him see what he was doing?How could I change anything? Ever wonder these same things? Then u may wana read:
We talked every night.His love and personality drove me to him.He loved life as so he loved me. :) I knew him more then anyone in the world.I knew his problems.I knew his joys.I knew everything a best friend should know.The way he loved his little sister and mother,who he never saw.The way he cried when his life came to a dead end.Most of all I knew him.I always thought he was the perfect guy who had no problems in life.I thought he was one of those sweet flirty guys.Since the ladies swormed to him.I was treated so amazingly.I felt like he could turn to me and it made me feel great.I was the person he went to for all advice.We had dated for a couple months when one shocking night he told me the truth about his fantasy life.The reason he had nice clothing and why he never saw his sister or mother too much.The things I never dared to ask about all came out.Will you promise you will never tell a soul he said. Yes, of course I replied.He told me his life was not perfect he was involved in a gang and was on drugs i never heard of. I was shocked and so scared for him at that simple moment.Everything got quiet.Im sorry im such a dissapointment and your tha only one who knows this not even my mother knows he said. Will u still love me?he questioned yes I replied.What was I supposed to say?I was scared and couldnt believe what I was hearing.I cried that night in hope hed be ok.I didnt know how to help him but I knew I had to.Now u might be thinking is this girl crazy dont get involved u can do better.Yep i heard that from every friend I had.Something in my heart told me I had to help him.The next night I talked to him again he started crying.I need to get out of this im afraid though if i try they will kill me With those words I knew for certain I couldnt just sit and do nothing for him.After things got worse he was on house arrest for reasons he told me I shouldnt worry about.I talked to him less and less.The nights got longer as I stayed awake wonderin where he was.Is he ok? Was he dead? Those words ran through my head for months...What could i do? I lost contact with him eventually it has been almost 5 months and still now word.I should have done something.I should have called someone.But who??Is he alive or dead? Does he still love me or forgot??How do I know.I only wish wherever he is he knows I love him and i am worried.
You heard my story.I could have helped him.I could have done a lot of things.I was too scared to do anything though.After this all happened I realized if it happened to him and me it will happen to others.I looked up numbers and began telling people there is help.There are people that can help no one is alone. A true friend would help....

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